Introduction
The question of meaning in human existence sits at the heart of philosophical inquiry, particularly within the domain of the Philosophy of Religion. This essay engages with the existential dilemma posed at the conclusion of our course: is there another source of meaning beyond the absurdities and uncertainties of life? Two contrasting perspectives emerge from Søren Kierkegaard and Albert Camus, each offering distinct invitations to navigate this profound question. Kierkegaard, a 19th-century Danish philosopher, advocates for a leap of faith into the religious stage, where meaning is found in a singular, personal encounter with God. Camus, a 20th-century French existentialist, rejects transcendent meaning, urging individuals to embrace absurdity and find contentment in the struggle itself, as exemplified by his metaphor of Sisyphus. This paper will reflect on the profundity of their arguments, articulate my personal stance on this existential question, and synthesise how my journey through the Philosophy of Religion course has shaped my perspective as an Atenista—a student committed to intellectual and spiritual growth. Through critical analysis and engagement with their ideas, I aim to evaluate the relevance and limitations of both thinkers’ positions while drawing on the broader insights gained from the course.
The Profundity of Kierkegaard’s Leap of Faith
Kierkegaard’s philosophy, often regarded as the foundation of existentialist thought, centres on the individual’s subjective relationship with existence. In works such as Fear and Trembling and Concluding Unscientific Postscript, he delineates three stages of life: the aesthetic, the ethical, and the religious (Kierkegaard, 1843; Kierkegaard, 1846). It is in the religious stage that Kierkegaard locates the ultimate source of meaning. He argues that true fulfilment arises only through a paradoxical “leap of faith,” where the individual surrenders rational certainty to embrace a personal, passionate relationship with God. This leap, epitomised by the biblical figure of Abraham, involves accepting the absurd—the illogical command to sacrifice Isaac—and trusting in divine purpose despite human incomprehension (Kierkegaard, 1843).
The profundity of Kierkegaard’s argument lies in its emphasis on individuality and subjectivity. Unlike systematic theology or rationalist philosophy, which seek universal truths, Kierkegaard prioritises personal experience as the locus of meaning. His assertion that “truth is subjectivity” underscores the transformative power of faith as a deeply personal act (Kierkegaard, 1846). However, a limitation of this perspective is its inherent exclusivity; the leap of faith may not resonate with individuals who lack a predisposition to religious belief or who find the notion of the absurd divine incomprehensible. Nevertheless, Kierkegaard’s invitation challenges us to consider whether meaning can transcend the material and rational, offering a compelling, if demanding, pathway for those willing to embrace uncertainty.
Camus’ Embrace of Absurdity and the Myth of Sisyphus
In stark contrast, Albert Camus presents a secular existentialist framework that denies any transcendent source of meaning. In The Myth of Sisyphus, Camus grapples with the absurd—the conflict between our desire for meaning and the universe’s indifference (Camus, 1942). Rejecting both suicide (the escape from absurdity) and faith (the illusory hope of transcendence), Camus proposes a third option: to live fully within the absurd by accepting it without appeal to higher purpose. He invokes the Greek myth of Sisyphus, condemned to roll a boulder up a hill for eternity, only for it to roll back down each time. For Camus, we must imagine Sisyphus happy, finding meaning not in the completion of his task but in the struggle itself (Camus, 1942).
The strength of Camus’ argument lies in its accessibility and universality. Unlike Kierkegaard’s faith-based solution, which requires a specific religious orientation, Camus’ philosophy applies to all individuals regardless of belief. His focus on rebellion against despair and the creation of personal meaning through defiance is empowering, particularly in a secular age where traditional religious frameworks often feel inadequate. However, a critical limitation emerges in the sustainability of this stance. Can one truly remain content in perpetual struggle without eventual exhaustion or disillusionment? Despite this concern, Camus’ invitation to embrace absurdity offers a pragmatic, grounded approach to meaning that resonates with the modern experience of alienation and uncertainty.
My Position: Navigating the Existential Choice
Confronted with these two invitations, I find myself leaning toward Camus’ perspective, though not without reservations. Kierkegaard’s leap of faith, while profound in its call to transcend rational boundaries, feels inaccessible to me at this stage of my intellectual and spiritual journey. The notion of surrendering to an unknowable divine purpose, while inspiring in its depth, clashes with my inclination toward reason and empirical understanding. Camus’ embrace of absurdity, though not without its challenges, aligns more closely with my current worldview. The idea of finding meaning in the act of living—despite the lack of ultimate purpose—resonates as a realistic response to the complexities of existence. Imagining Sisyphus happy, for me, translates to finding value in the everyday struggles and small victories of life, whether in academic pursuits or personal relationships.
That said, I remain open to the possibility of Kierkegaard’s influence as my understanding evolves. The tension between faith and absurdity is not a dichotomy to be resolved definitively but a dynamic interplay to be explored. My choice of Camus is thus not a rejection of Kierkegaard but a reflection of where I stand at this moment—a stance informed by critical engagement with both thinkers rather than unreflective allegiance to one.
Philosophy of Religion and My Journey as an Atenista
Studying Philosophy of Religion has been a transformative experience, shaping my intellectual curiosity and personal growth as an Atenista. This course has provided a safe yet challenging space to confront life’s ultimate questions, from the nature of belief to the problem of evil and the search for meaning. Engaging with thinkers like Kierkegaard and Camus has taught me the value of wrestling with ambiguity rather than seeking easy answers. Kierkegaard’s emphasis on passionate commitment has inspired me to approach my studies and life with greater intentionality, while Camus’ defiance against despair encourages resilience in the face of academic and personal challenges.
Moreover, the course has deepened my appreciation for diverse perspectives, a core value of the Atenista identity. Discussing topics such as theodicy, religious experience, and existentialism in class debates and reflective exercises has honed my critical thinking and empathy, allowing me to engage respectfully with viewpoints that differ from my own. This journey has not only enriched my understanding of philosophy but also equipped me with tools to navigate the complexities of faith, doubt, and meaning in a nuanced, thoughtful manner. Indeed, it has been a reminder that the pursuit of wisdom, much like Sisyphus’ task, is an ongoing process—one that I am learning to embrace with purpose and curiosity.
Conclusion
In conclusion, the existential question of meaning remains a deeply personal and evolving inquiry, illuminated by the contrasting perspectives of Kierkegaard and Camus. Kierkegaard’s leap of faith offers a transcendent source of meaning through a singular relationship with God, while Camus’ embrace of absurdity advocates for meaning within the struggle of a seemingly indifferent world. Reflecting on their arguments, I find Camus’ invitation more compelling at this juncture, valuing its accessibility and relevance to my current worldview, though I remain open to the profound spiritual insights of Kierkegaard. My experience in the Philosophy of Religion course has been instrumental in shaping this reflection, fostering critical engagement with complex ideas and reinforcing my growth as an Atenista committed to intellectual and personal development. Ultimately, this journey underscores that the search for meaning, whether through faith or absurdity, is not a destination but a continuous, transformative process—one that invites ongoing exploration and dialogue.
References
- Camus, A. (1942) The Myth of Sisyphus. Translated by J. O’Brien. Hamish Hamilton.
- Kierkegaard, S. (1843) Fear and Trembling. Translated by H. V. Hong and E. H. Hong. Princeton University Press.
- Kierkegaard, S. (1846) Concluding Unscientific Postscript to Philosophical Fragments. Translated by H. V. Hong and E. H. Hong. Princeton University Press.

