Introduction
The concept of healing, often framed as a journey towards wholeness or recovery, is central to psychological discourse, particularly in the context of trauma, pain, and loss. However, whether healing can ever be fully achieved or remains a perpetual negotiation with ingrained memories and identity remains a contested issue. This essay explores the notion that healing may not represent a finite endpoint but rather an ongoing process shaped by the persistent interplay of pain and personal identity. Drawing from psychological theories on trauma and resilience, as well as a cultural artifact—the video game *Bad Parenting*—this discussion will argue that trauma, pain, and loss often resist complete resolution. Instead, individuals continuously navigate their emotional wounds within the frameworks of memory and identity. The essay will first examine psychological perspectives on trauma and healing, followed by an analysis of *Bad Parenting* as a narrative lens for understanding unresolved pain. Finally, it will consider the implications of viewing healing as an unending process, reflecting on its relevance to therapeutic practice and individual lived experiences.
Psychological Perspectives on Healing and Trauma
Healing in the context of psychology is frequently associated with recovery from psychological trauma, a response to events that overwhelm an individual’s ability to cope (Herman, 1992). Trauma can result from diverse experiences, including abuse, loss, or witnessing violence, and its impact often lingers in the form of intrusive memories, emotional distress, and altered self-perception. The traditional therapeutic goal has been to facilitate healing by helping individuals process these experiences, thereby achieving a state of psychological equilibrium. However, scholars increasingly argue that complete healing—implying a return to a pre-trauma state—is often unattainable. Van der Kolk (2014) suggests that trauma fundamentally alters the brain’s wiring, particularly in areas related to memory and emotional regulation, meaning that even with therapeutic intervention, traces of pain persist. This perspective aligns with the idea that healing is less about erasure and more about learning to coexist with these enduring marks.
Moreover, the concept of post-traumatic growth (PTG) complicates the notion of complete healing. PTG posits that individuals can derive new meaning or personal strength from trauma, yet this growth does not eliminate pain or memory (Tedeschi and Calhoun, 2004). For instance, survivors may develop deeper empathy or resilience, but these positive outcomes often coexist with ongoing grief or anxiety. This duality suggests that healing is not a linear journey to a pain-free state but a dynamic negotiation where individuals continuously reinterpret their experiences within the framework of their evolving identity. Indeed, the persistence of trauma’s imprint challenges therapeutic models that aim for complete resolution, raising questions about whether such a goal is realistic or even desirable.
The Role of Memory and Identity in the Healing Process
Memory and identity are integral to understanding why healing may remain incomplete. Traumatic memories are not static; they are reconstructed over time through the lens of current experiences and self-understanding (Loftus, 1997). This reconstruction can both aid and hinder healing. For example, while reframing painful memories in therapy can reduce their emotional sting, these memories often retain a visceral quality that resurfaces unexpectedly, as evidenced by phenomena like flashbacks in post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) (Brewin, 2011). This ongoing interaction with memory indicates that healing is not a one-time event but a lifelong dialogue with the past.
Identity, too, plays a pivotal role. Trauma often shatters an individual’s sense of self, leading to fragmented identities where parts of the self are tied to pain or loss (Herman, 1992). Rebuilding identity post-trauma involves integrating these fragmented aspects, yet complete integration may be elusive. For instance, survivors of childhood abuse might struggle to reconcile their victimised self with their present identity, resulting in a persistent tension rather than resolution. This ongoing negotiation reflects how healing is intertwined with identity formation, where pain and memory are not erased but woven into the fabric of who one becomes. Therefore, the idea of complete healing as a return to a pre-trauma identity appears flawed; instead, healing might be better understood as adapting to a changed self.
Insights from *Bad Parenting*: A Narrative of Unresolved Pain
The video game *Bad Parenting* provides a poignant lens through which to explore the enduring nature of trauma, pain, and loss. Developed as a narrative-driven experience (though specific details regarding its developer or release date are unavailable in verifiable academic sources, limiting direct citation), the game is often discussed in online gaming communities for its raw depiction of familial dysfunction and emotional wounds. In the game, players navigate the perspective of a child grappling with the aftermath of neglectful or harmful parenting, confronting memories of pain that shape their interactions and worldview. Unlike traditional game narratives that offer resolution or triumph, *Bad Parenting* arguably leaves players with a sense of lingering unease, mirroring the incomplete nature of healing in real life.
The game illustrates how trauma from childhood experiences cannot be fully healed but instead persistently influences identity and emotional responses. Characters in the narrative do not achieve closure; rather, their pain manifests in subtle ways—through dialogue, choices, or environmental storytelling—that suggest a continuous negotiation with past hurts. This aligns with psychological literature on adverse childhood experiences (ACEs), which highlights that early trauma can have lifelong impacts on mental health, often defying complete resolution even with intervention (Felitti et al., 1998). By presenting pain as an indelible part of the protagonist’s journey, Bad Parenting underscores the argument that healing is not about erasing trauma but about learning to live alongside it. Although the game lacks academic validation as a primary source, its thematic resonance with psychological concepts of enduring trauma offers a cultural artifact through which to reflect on these complex ideas.
Implications of Healing as an Ongoing Process
Recognising healing as an ongoing negotiation rather than a definitive endpoint has significant implications for psychological theory and practice. Therapeutically, it shifts the focus from ‘curing’ trauma to fostering resilience and adaptive coping strategies. Approaches such as trauma-focused cognitive behavioural therapy (TF-CBT) and narrative therapy already embody this perspective by prioritising meaning-making over complete eradication of pain (Cohen et al., 2006). For instance, narrative therapy encourages individuals to reinterpret their stories of trauma, not to eliminate memories but to alter their emotional weight within the context of identity. This suggests that therapeutic success might be measured not by the absence of pain but by an individual’s capacity to navigate it.
Furthermore, this view challenges societal narratives that equate healing with full recovery, which can inadvertently pressure individuals to suppress lingering pain or grief. By embracing healing as a process, there is potential to validate ongoing struggles while still promoting growth. However, this perspective is not without limitations. Some critics argue that framing healing as perpetual may discourage individuals from seeking closure or risk fostering a victimhood mindset (Bonanno, 2004). Balancing the acknowledgment of enduring pain with the pursuit of meaningful progress thus remains a complex task for psychologists and individuals alike. Nonetheless, the evidence suggests that trauma, pain, and loss often resist complete resolution, necessitating a more nuanced understanding of healing as an evolving interaction with memory and identity.
Conclusion
In conclusion, this essay has argued that healing is rarely, if ever, complete, but rather constitutes an ongoing negotiation with pain, memory, and identity. Psychological literature highlights that trauma leaves lasting imprints on the mind and self, challenging the possibility of returning to a pre-trauma state. Instead, healing involves adapting to these changes through continuous engagement with one’s past and evolving identity, as illustrated by concepts like post-traumatic growth and the enduring nature of traumatic memory. The narrative of *Bad Parenting* further reflects this reality, portraying pain as an indelible part of the human experience that resists resolution. Recognising healing as a process rather than a destination has profound implications for therapeutic practice, encouraging approaches that prioritise resilience over cure and validate ongoing struggles. Ultimately, while individuals can achieve significant growth and adaptation, the persistence of trauma, pain, and loss suggests that healing remains a lifelong journey, shaped by the intricate interplay of memory and identity. This perspective not only enriches our understanding of psychological recovery but also underscores the need for compassionate frameworks that honour the complexity of human suffering.
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